Who:

The stress on her face,

Shows now but with grace.

The same blue eyes still on fire

With hair that is a shade brighter.

My toes are still painted pink,

Somewhat tan or so I think.

What:

A girl just a little smarter,

Despite that life has gotten harder.

Knowing what she really wants to do

But scared of who she is starting to be.

In the sense that now she’s free.

Still trying hard to be on her own

So happy to have a place that’s her home.

When:

Now and forever;

It’s in my heart, I’ve come to a place

That I know will eventually be hard to part;

The place, the time, and the right

Has set in and will dwell until

The night ends;

But it never ends, night just keeps falling

And dreams just keep crashing;

I just keep chasing and it lasts and lasts,

Forever and Never.

Where:

This place called Eden with many of familiar faces

Where the constant building never ceases

And my mind keeps expanding.

So golden that it will never fade,

So emerald is the road I take everyday

To this place where I find who I am,

Discover what I am made of,

And start to live in the now.

Why:

Still have the same reasons.

Some things tend to fall apart in seasons.

More sure of herself inside,

Even though she fakes it all the time on the out. 

Though still trying to prove her standing;

Finally understands that it’s not where you stand

But the questions you are standing for.  

Currently Listening Drive By Graham Colton Band see related

it seems that whenever i'm upset i do foolish things
sometimes you just can't resist doing foolish things.
i am very upset, someone i love is dying, and it hurts;
normally death does not effect me, pisses me off, may draw a tear or two, but never has it hurt my heart, it's going somewhere better, filled with grace and constant joy.
and i know life is not fair, but it should be in certain situations. . .
life should never be dwindled, it is hard to watch it just hang on every breath
i did something my heart can't handle. i know why.
even though i know why, i hate that i did it, and every reason behind it
tonight i am crying.

the Stacks

Story of a Girl

umm. . . first things first: Chicago is amazing! I love shopping! hehe, 
secondly: getting my haircut in a few! yay!
lastly(but most importantly!!!): guess who is going to Morocco???
hehe, yes! i am insanely so happy!!!